最近感情生活中起了变化，影响了很多东西。
包括我对他的感情。
开始会想一些，他不在我身边的东西。
其实由他对我凶那天开始，就已经有这种感觉迟早会分开。
看早还是迟而已。

所以我也习惯下，以后没有了他的生活。
今天他回家，我没有跟着回。
有时候给多点空间对方，或者都是好事。
至少以后有什么事情，他还有他的朋友。

What a bad day

I am went to gather with eric and take dinner with my ex-colleagues just now ..
What i feel is a bit bored there and less topic to chat ..
well , also a great memory for this year ..

This time gathering we have a second round , but no pub or club..
Just choose a cafe and stay there to chat and we go back early also before 12am..
But then when i arrived home , I discovered that no one at home ..
And my phone has no creadit to make a call, i go downstair to buy a reload card for calling them..

I feel very angry to my bf , why they can go Tesco for shopping at the time and never ever give me a call or inform me ..
I am fucking angry with that , isn't you are my bf ?
How don't you inform me before you go and when turn to me I have to tell you everywhere i go ..

Sometimes , i will feel very disappointed to him ..
everytime promise and tell me this and that , but finally i get nothing ..
He won't done it ..
Ex : tell me he back or arrived at what time , but always out of expected ..

Isn't we are not match with each other ..
This is a good question, but i don't have answer